A point of humour in all this… dad n mum are remarrying. Classic. Years of "Im NOT a Wiseman", hating the name, returning post with her married name on etc. All the grief of the split. Photos burnt etc. All pointless. I guess the "Abomination" which mum commited by having a "marriage blessed" which acording to her own beliefs was "against God" has also gone out of the window. Maybe the catholic in her has finally given up the ghost? I suppose if its what they want mine nor anyones opinion matters, so in that respect i cant fault them. from a personal point of view i can only stand n shake my head. All those years of hate and bitterness. Not that most of the family saw it. They’d left. Hamish saw bits. Su others. I was there throughout.
Up til silly oclock talking to Iain. Tis funny how people within the family speak to me still. I wonder if they are guarded cos they think im volitile, or that they cant get past the idea that im no longer 12. None of them know me.
Throat hurts. I blame Shell! Bloody stupid tip toes in her urge to get on my shoulder set fire to her own tail on a candle. Fortunately i saw n put it out or a burning cat was about to land on my back. She didnt even notice! lol Stupid cat!